I’m fourteen I want to die so bad. I’m on a trip right now and I can’t cut myself, but I’m this close to jumping off the balcony. I want to die so bad I can’t handle it anymore. I’ve been crying in the bathroom all night. I’m only fourteen. I don’t want to go to hell but I’m just a kid how am I supposed to handle all this? I want to go to the hospital. I want to be in the mental hospital. People complain about it but do you know how lucky you are to be getting cared for???? I feel like I need to prove myself by hurting myself because maybe some day someone will notice me. I don’t feel like myself without the cutting. Please someone save me I’m going to kill myself very very soon. At least I’m going to try. I’m just a kid
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