I've not been eating lately, at least not as much. If someone gives me food I'll eat it but otherwise I just don't. My family only eats together like half the time at dinner and otherwise just make our own meals so it's not every day someone gives me food. Usually I eventually give in and eat something but never that much, like today I only had a grilled cheese sandwich. It's less about my body image- which isn't great, I hate how I look- and more about being a way of self harming and neglecting my needs because of depression. I just don't feel like eating and don't feel like I deserve it. I always feel so shitty when I do cave and eat something, like I'm weak or whatever. I don't know if this is an eating disorder because it only started recently and it's not really related to body image or wanting to lose weight, just wanting to punish my body and neglecting my needs. Not to mention that I do still eat something every day, though not a lot. I just feel so awful.