I just want to wallow. No obligations, just rot in my bed until I feel better. I can't see past the cobwebs of the negatives in my life to find anything good to hold on to. I want to cry, my voice is quiet, and I've never been so desperately lonely.

I just don't understand the logic of Qld Police, they claim they are concerned about dangerous drivers and do nothing when you report hundreds of them like the following. 4pm 19th of March Kessels and Logan Rd and Logan Rd and Mt Gravatt/Capalaba Rd Hundreds do the same illegal and dangerous driving with no police present even those there is a police station close by Driving through the red with pedestrians on green walk signal Female driver of hatchback with pink numbers and letters on black background number plate, stopped on the slip road crossing next to Garden City and when pedestrians stepped onto crossing speed up nearly running down the pedestrians and drove off at speed. _--------- Wilkie St many think it is unlimited speed 5.15pm 19th March A driver of a grey hatchback turning right from Wilkie St into Crichton St Yeerongpilly at speed nearly running down a pedestrian crossing Crichton and nearly running into a white vehicle on Wilkie St Etc etc etc etc etc

I'm exhausted from caregiving, which uses up every bit of patience I have, so there's none left for dealing with random folks' "duh" moments, self-absorption or bullshit. It's been a morning of hearing "same BS, different day" from an acquaintance who always has an excuse for not doing a certain thing on time; another person's idea to change something last minute because they forgot we do something a certain way for a reason, like duuude take notes so you remember next time, FFS; and people driving like they are the only one out and about in the world, including not pulling over to yield to emergency vehicles when everrrrryone else had pulled over. I just cannot sometimes, and I'm going to end up publicly cussing some out one of these days.