It’s getting bad again. I don’t know what to do. I’m falling back and I can feel lit but I can’t let myself. I can’t let myself for no other reason than I don’t have time and I don’t want to deal with the mess I leave. I’m so tired all the time and I would go to sleep early and wake up late. I realized it was never about sleep. I just want to take a break from everything but sadly if I “take a break” I can’t come back. Maybe I don’t want to come back. But I can’t just leave I have to do somthing. Not something great but something. Maybe some art. I don’t want to traumatize my brother. Or my mom or even dad. I don’t believe in god so there’s no coming back. I’m just gone. I don’t know how to feel about it.
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