I’m not okay and I don’t know why. My mental health was doing so well for a while and then for some reason it got worse. I just don’t know what to do, I’m losing my passions for the things I love and on top of that I’m not my best friends best friend. Which I understand, obviously her childhood best friend is always gonna be first but it doesn’t mean it doesn’t hurt, and I feel like she doesn’t want to talk to me anymore. I went on a 10 day trip and she texted me once to rant about something. I feel myself slipping and I don’t know what to do anymore bc I can’t talk to her about it. I told myself if I made it to summer it would get better but it hasn’t, and I’ve had to pretend I’m okay but I’m just so tired of pretending.
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