I started with a rant about being scared of not being able to find work after college, but as I wrote, I realized I'm even *more* scared of finding it. I'm in my 30s, still live with my parents, and have less than a week of work experience. I'm an anxious mess. Driving makes me anxious. Putting my work in front of other people makes me anxious. Figuring out how to act in front of strangers makes me anxious. The other job I had, I was so anxious that I spent my mornings before work and the drive home after work each day in tears. I gave up after only 3 days. It made me feel worthless. I thought getting a degree for a career that's a better fit for me would help, but I'm scared it's just going to happen again. I'm actually even more scared, because we live too rurally, I'll probably have to relocate. Starting a new job AND moving out on my own, at the same time? There's no way a fragile, worthless freeloader like myself can handle that... maybe it's time to go back to therapy.