I feel like a fucked up person. I have this morbid curiosity where I wanna experience some shit but not deal with the full aftermath. Like hiring someone to stalk me but without the bad ending shit or hiring part. But it's just more than that and it fuckes me up, cause its like a fucked up fantasy of a stalker that loves me and I could see myself falling for it. But as said it's fucked up and I hate myself for it. I'm just romantically so lonely my mind goes to a place like that.
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