Me and my boyfriend broke up last night. He crossed a boundary that I told him would make me end our relationship immediately. Last August my grandmother who suffered from BPD (borderline personality disorder) committed suicide and it was a traumatic day for me. I've had anxiety attacks, PTSD and mood changes since. My boyfriend had mental health issues but never took them seriously. He told me he thought of hurting himself and I told him to get professional help because I was not the person to depend on when things got rough for him. It wasn't fair to me. Last night his best friend reached out to me and let me know what was going on with him, "he's thinking about killing himself." is the text message I received. I called his mother twice, i called his father twice. I ended up texting his 25 year old brother and was left on seen. Many thoughts ran through my head. No one was telling me what was going on until my boyfriend reached out and I eventually told him I was done. I feel guilty.