I cant do this anymore this feeling physically makes me sick All notice and think is about how sharp things are or how easy it would be to overdose on those tablets or how much quieter it might be if I did it I keep playing out situations where I could die , ways I could make them all hate me before I commit and it makes me feel sick I can't keep living this way I need this feeling to stop I need my head to actually be quiet I'm might do it
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