Well currently suffer from BPD, PTSD, Memory loss, MDD........it's affecting my kids & Everytime around me. I went through a real bad breakup currently still suffering, no medicine, no therapy, sitting in it. My ex of 6 years betray me, the betrayal was so bad it traumatized me.....it flipped a switch inside of me. Emotionally I can't handle situations thoroughly because I'm impulsive. Today I went as far as taking the clothes off of my baby's back that his father bought him due to my bitterness, due to MY hurt, I was going to take him home with me which was 2 hours away from his dad, threw out the 2 outfits & socks his dad bought him prior to pulling away & going home but I couldn't leave & my baby was crying for his dad. I neglected his feelings in that moment, I neglected my child that I'll die for, I'll do anything for, but what is dying when I'm alive? I have to live for him Bec dying is easy. But living ....... Living is hard.