I feel so sad, I'm so stressed, i don't have anyone, no one to believe me, why did no one want to help me, what did i do wrong, why did he touch me, i know it's my fault somehow but it hurts so much, i just want to sleep and never wake up in this world, why does everything hurt, why didn't they protect me, why didn't they see the scars and tears, why did they leave me, i don't remember doing anything wrong, i was just being a nice sister, but i didn't want to do it, why did he forced me, why did he try when i was asleep, why can't i just Rest In Peace, why can't i just leave and never come back, why can't they just dump me somewhere to ROT. Why did she look at me like I'm a monster, I'm sorry i told the truth, I'm sorry i almost ruined his life, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, i didn't mean to trust you, I'm sorry i came to you, I'm sorry I'm scared, I'm sorry I'm not happier for you. I just need, one singular person, one person that i can tell them i'm hurt, and that they actually care.