Anonymous
i feel so dead right now i hate my life im fat and i feel too tall and i want to get skinnier so bad. like i hateself so much. also i met this guy named rudy he was one of my favorite people to talk to but he had a ex who wanted to get back with him i didn't mind her until she told me he died which was a lie and i then after he blocked me on everything and i miss him so much its bad but he treated so bad he would tell me id look better as a blonde and other stuff and he really messed me up and he was nice to me but when he said something mean he would say whats wrong now making it seem like i was being dramatic and i honestly wanted to kill myself and by the time he stopped talking to me i realized how annoying i was probably being to him i have a feeling his ex was making him doing this but i have no clue at this point because he lied alot and probably told his ex some shit about me. his mo was really sweet and i just need a hug at this point from anyone sorry its a lot but thank you