Vindictiveness, I do not care the reason, it is the mindset why I do not see any point talking to people. There are bad guys and all but we are still human, right? There is already a world where accountability is it's own issue, but I do not see a point in being civilised, if we do not provide a way to earn back some good faith. I know it is hard to do so but is cutting people off, connection starving them, any better? I really just want to move on but I fear I will die and never get a life I actually wanted. Yes, by the way, I am sad and a loser. No one will care about this anyway, so I see no point in not sending this.