This is an old vent but somehow it still applies. Only difference is that I’m not that much involved with god and I’m gay (I think). Shut up shut up no one wants to hear it anymore i know no one cares so I don’t know why i think they do. I need to Stop pushing my feelings onto other people and making them feel like shit. I should just go kill myself already. Why does my brain want to kill me I feel like everyone hates me I feel like I have no one I feel as if I’m tiring everyone out until they stop caring I feel like everyone’s constantly mad at me like I actually need to kill my self and it’s not a sad thing either it’s just that I’m a waste of space and time and money and I feel as if I’m meant to kill myself im nothing but a bot in this world that people keep around I feel like a spare part that no one’s ever gonna use but they still keep it in case someone else needs it but they know they won’t ever need it themself I’m nothing but a stupid whore who cuts herself at minor issue.