i can’t do this anymore everything is hard and everything is scary and even the things i used to enjoy now come with my disappointment and doubt i want to die but i know that even that wouldnt help and everything that does help me is not good and i shouldnt be doing those things is what everyone tells me and all im doing is being a burden to everyone in my life i hate myself i think i hate myself more then i hate my body which sounds stupid i wanna throw up but i just did
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