It's effed up. Like a certain disease runs in one side of the family. And multiple people have passed away from it. And we find out today another family member was put on hospice. Well what I'm frustrated about is I've had blood tests taken to see if I have this gene or not. But because I couldn't make the 2nd of 2 150 mile trips back to back to see a certain dr. , they refused to release the results. That's total b s I have a right to know the results regardless. Even if they may be most likely negative I still have a right to know. Guess it's all about money for these places. Multiple doctors sought them to release the results they still wouldn't. It's utter b s I have a right to know. Idk if I'll ever get them or not. I actually do have a few of the symptoms seemingly but not entirely so I don't know what to think I'm not a doctor. Whatever. It shouldn't be like that though. I have a right to know regardless.