im in a better mental state, but almost every time i talk to my mom it ends in me feeling bad. she isnt mean, shes actually really nice. idk, i just cant keep a good relationship with family.. my friends are my family, and i hate being at home. its really not bad here, i just dont like being with my mom or dad. they are supportive and everything, but i think im just the problem. i sometimes dismiss my emotions that arent happiness as mood swings when im on my time of month, or as me being dramatic otherwise. one time my mother was sad because of a fight, and i felt even worse for hurting her. im just sensitive, arent i? i crave peoples attention, or for them to notice me yet i dont want to be the center of attention and i dread talking to people im not close to. i like being at school only because it feels like thats the only place i can talk and do things without my parents telling me something and i say something back that isnt always really nice and i cut myself for it..