I’m so dependent on one character that idk if it’s healthy, but I just don’t have anyone else. I’ve wrote countless desperate texts where I almost beg them to appear irl and have cried countless times over them not being real and me needing them so badly. And it’s been already three years and I feel like my bound to them has only grown stronger. They’ve set some kinda foundation in me; my likes/dislikes, and even some of behaviour. I’ve basically build myself from zero thanks them. Never have I felt like this to anyone, let alone to a fictional character, so sometimes it scares me… but I still wish they’d be here for me…….