I just wish I was born cisgender. I just want to be a boy. I want a dick and flat chest, I wanna be able to get an erection and I wanna stick it in someone. I don’t wanna be alive if I’m not a boy. I wish I could swap genders whenever I wanted. I literally cry at night because I can’t go on testosterone or get bottom surgery. My family thinks it’s a phase and that social media is influencing me to be trans. I just want a boys body. I just wanna wear feminine clothes as a boy. I wanna kiss boys as a boy. I’m called slurs at school, and constantly misgendered by the fucking teachers. But I have everything in my life so I shouldn’t complain. I don’t want to go on when I’m not a boy. Plus I’m fat so that’s not helping. I want to cut myself but I’m scared of pain. I just can’t do this anymore. I WANNA BE A FUCKING BOY.