There are so many people who are suicidal and self-harming on here, and from a young age, no less. I haven't experienced suicidal thoughts that young and I've never self-harmed, but I have felt suicidal when I experienced stalking, surveillance, and cyberbullying in my 30s. To everyone posting here about these feelings: please find a trusted guardian and talk to them about what you're going through. It could be your parents, grandparents, or other family member you trust. What you're going through is not easy to navigate alone, neither should you have to.