I feel so anxious and terrible. Im staying at my grandparents house with my brother (he lives there). Almost every time I've been here something bad has happened. I don't want to seem rude or anything. My brother is pretty sensitive and I don't want him to think it's his fault and hurt himself again. And I don't want anyone to be upset. Im always so nervous here. I've been very nervous, sad, and anxious recently and I've been struggling to do things and go to sleep. As of typing this, its 11:30 pm. I feel like I'm dying. I've been struggling to eat and drink and come out my room. My head aches and I can't take it anymore. I want to talk to someone but I feel like no one will take me seriously because of my age. I just wish I could live a normal life as a teen but everything fucking sucks for me. I feel like I've had to grow up so fast and now I have no time to enjoy myself. Im always trying to distract myself because im fucking terrible at confronting my feelings.