Anonymous
Maybe I am just overreacting but for background just a year ago I found out about a health issue of mine that if I don't fix I wouldn't live past 25 my mom who just got surgery done for breast cancer didn't come with me at the time so she didn't know nor do I want to worry her since it could make the cancer cells regrow under stress especially since she is already doing 3 business having to take care of her parents due to being the eldest daughter what made it worse is my dad is a gambler while her siblings do nothing but spend her money making her work harder than she already is. Well so yeah I feel guilty all the time when I face my mom who is the one stopping me from harming myself as well as because I'm Afraid of pain. When I found out about my illness I started doing what the doctor said which was going well until my 10th grade sem 1 exam drew near which end up with me being burnt out and overeating ruining everything maybe I just overestimated myself