Anonymous
I feel so out of control of my life atm. I am so use to being in charge of what I do that going to school again feels like I have to put everything on the side. I dont have much time for other things other than study, and going to work. I feel like I am not myself. I know I have things taken care of in terms of finishing school but in the mean time I feel different than what I want to be. I have always liked going to school but once coming back I am reminded of the things I dont like about it. The marks that I get I feel dont reflect my studying, I see as my own self worth. It sucks feeling like you are only what percentage you get on a test/exam. Ugh I know time will pass but feeling how I feel makes me feel trapped in a way..