Anonymous
I've been staying inside ever since I was 13, and now I'm 19. I lost so much time. I lost so many opportunities and experiences. I gained so much social anxiety. i didn't go to school, I lost all my friends too. All I did was use a computer for 6 years. No school, no real life experiences, nothing. I am so incredibly depressed and hurt. I'd give anything to turn back time and fix my mistake. I want to go back to when I was 13, and live normally. I want to not decline my friends when they asked to go out. I want to pressure my mom to let me go to school (it was covid at the time, my mom didn't allow me to go to school). I'd give anything. If it means letting myself be tortured for a whole year, but at the end, my time would be reversed to when I was 13 and allowed to fix stuff, I would let myself be tortured. If it means losing all my new experience in the unity game engine that I've gained in those 6 years, I'd let go of unity and not become a game developer. I'd give anything I own.