hatred and extreme disappointment. I Fucking hate people so much, I dont why i desire friendship at all. I really don't. I don't want to live with people anymore, but this stupid comoddity called a house is just to acciessible. A human created my laptop after all. But I don't want to live anymore either. There is something so wrong and hostile in the world... no there hostility around PEOPLE is what i mean. Humans... I hate having a human body. I hate other people. I hate other people who are similer to me. I hate people who are different to me. It would be better to just kill all humans, but that's not possible. It won't ever be possible. But no, honestly i might be in denial in how much i care about people. It's just that.. I would rather vent to someone with no fucking filter at all. but no, can't even do that cause im stuck in this house. I have no way out. Ill just be another capitalized slave among all of you. Maybe if i have more of a courage to kill myself, I would, but.. (3/?)