I hate gossip, I hate rape, I hate violence, I hate genocides, I hate insensitive, deplorable people, I hate people who defend those people and just don't admit outright that it's because they like them. I hate looking in between the lines, I hate witnessing bulling in all ages, I hate my mom, my aunts, my uncles, I hate suburban areas, I hate suicides, I hate people who don't talk about suicides, I hate filtered people, I hate having to interact with them consistently in order for them to open up to me, I hate how I just cope with this by typing in some fucking words with nearly no misspells because im that desperate to find some solace that someone in some website would read my words for once and relate to it. I wish I was more about opening up at other people instead of venting here. I think, in a way, I hate my adult self more than I hate my child self. At least back then, I was learning. Now, Im just doing no offensive art that only captures my interests and nothing else. (5/?)