it would make anything better. It's just another depressing mention or a statistic. Right-wingers are just indifferent to sufferings, are closeted, and get off on getting caught being horrible creatures. Why DO I still live even though there is so much awful in the world? Why live if there isn't enough people to carry such words of burden from other people? For other people like me? I hate it. I hate having chronic non-uwuified anxiety around people. There is no friendship with these neurotypicals, who just hide and hide and never give. Insensitive people should just die. That won't fic anything, I know, but if people can't know how to deal with insensitive people other than the method of ''letting go''' , then they are rather stupid and useless arent they? I should kill them too. No one is safe. No one will ever be safe in the hellhole called north America. I wish I didn't have feelings. I wish I wasn't capable to even move. I just want to be a corpse, but corpses aren't safe- (4/?)