im dirty dirty dirty. i can't brush my teeth shower wash my hair brush my hair eat a meal without nausea i am dirty. i think everyone i love has and will abandon me again and i am stupid and i hate the ugly roach girl body i live in i am a man let me be a man i want to be a man man manmanmmanman tread on me, because i will whimper and whine like a dying dog and do nothing to save myself why haven't i died yet. dirty boy dog girl. gender has nothing and everything on me. Tear my spine and i will bleed all the love i can bear.