There will be a day. One day, you piece a shit. I will celebrate the day, mark it on my calendar every year, the day you fucken die. I have never felt so alone in my whole entire life. Even the days I tried for you, I was there for you, during ur surgeries, when we werent even together. I never had the privilege of someone being there for me. You can skip off into ur merry lil life after causing so much shit for other ppl. Yea, forget your kids, forget the ppl you have hurt, or ruined their lives, because, oh, your happy now, oh, your healed. I am far from that. In so many unkindly ways, I will come out of this, idk wtf I will be..