so basically ive liked this guy on and off for 3 years (since 5th grade, im in 8th rn). its a whole cycle: i like him, get over him, and somehow end up back on him again. we barely talk, and its so stupid in 7th grade we had a group project, and a friend started shipping us. then winter break came, we came back, and OMG THAT DAMN HAIRCUT—if it werent for that stupid haircut none of this would have happened! i couldnt keep my eyes off him, he noticed and stared back, and just when i thought he liked me, i found out he liked someone else. then summer came, i tried to forget him, but school started again and the exact same thing happened. i let myself believe he liked me, and 2 days later i found out he had just asked another girl out. i was super mad and wanted to get over him fr well, now it's wearing off and i feel myself thinking about him again and i hate it!! my heart wants him, but my brain desperately wants him gone. today during free period and carpool, we kept glancing at e