A good friend of mine is distancing from me and I can't seem to care anymore which scares me. I'm putting in all of this effort towards trying to hang out again and they just won't respond in the way I want. It's so selfish that I hate that she's able to just hang out with her newer friend while making me feel completely disregarded. If you don't want to be friends anymore please just say that so I can stop running around in circles trying to figure out what I'm doing wrong and trying not to step on eggshells and overstep. I consider you my best friend but clearly I'm not yours. I hate the mixed signals, please just communicate to me what the issue is so we can resolve it. This whole thing just makes me feel like a placeholder for you to find people you truly wanted to be around while you dispose of me. I'm used to being alone, it's just the lack of contact and reciprocation that's killing me. I don't want to lose you.