so basically ive liked this guy on and off for 3 years (since 5th grade, im in 8th rn). its a whole cycle: i like him, get over him, and somehow end up back on him again. we barely talk, and its so stupid in 7th grade we had a group project, and a friend started shipping us. then winter break came, we came back, and he had gotten a haircut and i couldnt keep my eyes off him, n he obv he noticed and started staring back, and just when i thought he liked me, i found out he liked someone else. then summer came, i tried to forget him, but school started again and the exact same thing happened. i let myself believe he liked me, and 2 days later i found out he had just asked another girl out. i was super mad and wanted to get over him fr well, now it's wearing off and i feel myself thinking about him again and i hate it!! my heart wants him, but my brain desperately wants him gone. i reallly wanna be done with him. i dont want this cycle to go on till college pls help🙏 any advice????????