i think im truly angry and upset but everyone around me believes i am optimistic and kind. this is a blessing, i like that people trust me and tell me how they feel because they feel i can take it. but i am so angry, so frustrated. i never let people see it because im afraid they will use it against me or criticize how i let go of my feelings. but it's all bottling up and i dont know what to do. every time i let it slip out, to my parents or to others, they try to gently tell me i am the problem. that its my fault because i dont set boundaries. i let everyone in and i am there for them and when i get home i complain and cry and i cannot healthily cope for the life of me. how can it be my fault when im trying so hard?