tw- sh maybe?// i dont even think my friends or family care about me and its hurting me so bad sometimes it gets hard to breathe and i feel like a loser for not interacting with others but my social battery is so low that even small talk makes me wanna go back to just rotting in my bed. Ive been trying to seek out help from my problems but therapists dont understand my point and i have been scratching my arms so much as a cope, why is it that people say friends and family are there for you but when i ask for help they just say, "oh dont do anything stupid or something you'll regret" or "you have people who care about you" stop lying to me just please stop it hurts and i cant do anything but envy others and look at how positive people's lives are.