My family genuinely knows nothing about me this world is hell living with my family, I know people say to love your mom and dad but honestly i cant take it they are so negative and do NOT care about my opinions or mental health at all. The only crap they want me to do is to get good grades and actually act like a good kid but i cant when all my emotions have to be bottled up constantly and whenever i cry they make fun of me or tell me to quit it which makes me not wanna cry but they made me sensitive so i just cry even more. This has been making me doing online school and work and even social interaction so hard and it just makes me wanna cry and bedrot all day i have no motivation to do a single thing, and when i try to make friends it goes smoothly but then when they start saying stuff in certain ways it makes me paranoid and i start questioning if they even actually want to hangout or be friends and this causes me to distance myself from everyone and its hard to open up.