I’m only now deeping my dad doesnt love me. I’m a gay man whos a bit more feminine and I’m quite skinny and whenever I talk to him he always tells me I’m to thin and to get stronger, and whenever I try take care of myself he mocks me, like when I started taking better care of my hair he laughed at me for it. I remember my eldest sister telling me the story of how I was born because my dad wanted a son, and since I come from an immigrant family, he wanted me to be an ultra masculine guy, but I’d rather kill myself then be anything like that. I just wished I had realised it sooner so that I wouldn’t have to deal with this now
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