i’m in my high teens (still a minor) and i have zero parents and i live with my sister. i try to not be a burden on her but i know that’s what i am, even if she says otherwise. she has these fits where she gets really mad, like throwing shit and screaming mad. sometimes she’ll throw, kick, or hit one of my dogs. i do know she makes life easy for me and i’ll forever be greatful but today she had one of these episodes on the way to work. she said how i have it so easy, how alls i have to deal with is math (my worst subject) and my chronic leg conditions. sometimes i wish i could get worse so she’d see the amount of pain im in but i know im no where near as resilient as her, my body wouldn’t be able to take it. but maybe it would be like mercy, im to afraid to kms so maybe that can take me instead, and everyone can live knowing they tried for me.