I HATE MYSELF why may you ask? well its been a totally crazy month for me I have had this crush on aboy for over 2 years now! crazy but I just cant get over him we became good friends so I did not want to ruin things between us but we got separated because I had to move to Florida and I feel trapped I miss him but I don't he always has had this really weird attitude sometimes he texts me but only like once a month its only me who texts first not him I feel like he does not even like me and ever since I moved he started hanging out with this new girl named jaylee shes annoying she a total pick me I've been hiding my feelings for so long and she gets to come and ruin it all? not on my watch I have this friendgroup well old friendgroup that used to be friends with her and she was one of those people who thought they could get anything they wanted but I couldn't hide my jealousy and anger so I threatened her. yes I did but then this bitch had to tell the boy I liked that I harassed her.