I don't know how to love anyone or allow myself to be loved, I'm a Muslim girl and I don't allow myself to date or talk to men at all, but my heart breaks every time I see couples, I feel like they're lucky to live this experience while they're young, and I'm probably gonna end up alone cuz I live in a gulf country where most men can't even marry me cuz I'm a foreigner, and my race is not admired there either. I feel very lonely and isolated, sometimes I envy how girls from this country are naturally pretty and they can easily get married and experience love :'(
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