My older sister used to bully me when I was a kid, and that went on for a very long time, she'd physically and emotionally abuse me every single day, I was just 6 yo but I'd dread waking up everyday because I was afraid of what she's gonna do to me, 14 yrs have passed and I still flinch whenever she raises her voice even if not at me, I still react physically and emotionally to the minor things she does like if she just walks fast behind me my heart would start beating so fast and I'd freeze. I feel like I'm locked up and can't escape this, even tho I be living a normal life in uni, but whenever I meet her I feel like I'm that helpless child once again, I wish someone helped me back then maybe I wouldn't have turned out to be this broken.
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