I hate myself and my life I hate almost everything and I feel so fucking cringe and pick meish for saying that because I don't have a bad life I really don't but I've been so depressed lately and I just can't I can't I can't and feel so bad about that because I don't wanna lash out on people I'm really good at staying clam and putting on that happy act but it's genuinely been so hard I don't know if I can keep up and I'm so scared I feel like I'm five again being scolded I feel so annoying and horrible I just wanna feel fine