I dont like opening up to people in real life or on text. Id just rather talk in here. I hate the feeling of being vulnerable with other people when it comes to feelings, especially when its mine were talking about. Im just so sensitive sometimes, when my mom raises her voice at me I sometimes have to hold in my tears. I wish I wasn't so sensitive always. I just laugh it all off and act like I dont care when in reality im nervous, maybe even about to cry. Its like a defense mechanism at this point. I wish people would just forget the past and live more in the present. That what I do but people just bring up my older self every now and then. I wish I could forget it all.