I wanna starve myself till my wrists snap and I wanna smash my head against the wall till my skull cracks and I wanna slit my wrists till my hands fall to the floor and I wanna stab my chest till my heart tears in two and I wanna jump off cliffs till every bones broken and I wanna strangle myself till I'm blue and I wanna suffocate till I pass out then I wanna wake up and do it all over again and again