Ight now I can tell she's into me. If she's any more transparent about it, I'm just gonna cut the shit and ask her out for coffee or something. I just don't see why a boss lady would be interested in little, humble, simple me.

I really wish he would look at me like how he looks at her. But I know he wont. Shes better than me in every way possible. I can spend hours writing letters for him, but I know he would never read them. I doubt he would like some one as pathetic as I am

i swear ive been having like the most SHITTY day possible, i woke up, wasn't motivated enough to brush my teeth or wash my face and i felt like a fucking fatass while eating breakfast and left the house late. While i was at school, during lunch my friend congragulated himself for not misgendering me when THAT SHOULD BE THE STANDARD YOUVE KNOWN ME SINCE SEPTEMBER AND STILL CALL ME A FUCKING GIRL. Then at recess two of my friends were literally screaming the whole time and i got a really bad headache and one of them screamed right in my face so i yelled at them both to "shut the fuck up for literally five seconds" because i was so overstimulated and my head hurt so much. Then one of them started laughing because there was a special ed kid who heard me curse and went "i heard that yknow," which wouldv'e been funny in ANY OTHER FUCKING SITUATION. And then after i blew up at them they proceeded to ignore me then started again with the screaming. theres more stuff but im out of charactersTvT