Well. I have my SAT tomorrow and yes i havent prepapred enougha nd that already makes me anxious. on top of that i have to travel all the way to another city to just give the dam exams. here i have arrived with travel fatigue and irrtation to myself and everything else. but this goddam self awareness kills me more. and the fact that my dad is blasting reels in the same hotel room while im rtrying to solve the questions dont help either. the fact that i woke up this morning early jut to avoid his reels noise but then he got annoyed. how dae he get annoyed. and yes i hate my self for not communicating it but i tink it is an unspoken goddan reality that if my exams determine my college then he should be considerate of it atleast. and i hate myself again for hating him because he has done a great deal by supporting me and coming with me to the city and bring me food on time and stuff but it infact doenst indalidate the fact that i need peace to study.