I hate the ciggarette smell and all and the loudness of everuthing the no privaxy and shit and all of that. hbvbekdncjnjr im just annoyed becase im panicking because i have exams tomorrow and i cant relax but i dont have a proper study able situation i dont have the right resources or the knowledge its unfair to me and so is it for everyone else. And the testing circumstances no matter what is always difficult for specific situations and it creeps me to my core about all the shit that i have to go trough just becaus eof my dad. if he had done this if he had s=done that, i wouldnt be in this situation and i hate myself for blaming my dad because whta else is worse than ana ungrateful child l, and i want privacy to my own life and the abolty to be proud of my own decisions without it being a household news to everyone,. i just want to get away from tis place