tiesha. tiesha. tiesha. tiesha. (con't): 'I don’t care if you’re not the one, or if I am not the one you need. The fact of the matter is that you were there when I needed you, and I still want to have a place in your life. Please, please just say yes to me. I want this so much; I need this more than anything. Yet, no matter how hard I try to convey myself to you, to reach you, the ending is always the same. You leave, even when I express how much I want you in my life, vice versa. But I’m not forcing myself to be, I hope. The reason I haven’t given up is because I still cling onto hope that we can have a happy ending. Like the one I dreamed of over and over again uncontrollably in middle school. It’s so much more complicated to hold on than simply let go of that naive hope. Yet despite that, I hold on. So please don’t dismiss me. Haven’t you thought about why a person like me would do all of this? Haven’t you even given it a thought at all? Or am I not worth any space in your mind?'