tiesha. answer me. (con't): 'Don’t ignore me. I don’t have the time or energy to keep thinking about you, but I always somehow do and it completely defeats me by the end of the day. Then I wake up and have no energy, then think about you the entire day, then sleep and dream of you or have nightmares. Rinse and repeat. It’s like stabbing into my wounds deeper and deeper each day until one day I can’t even wake up anymore. What was once but a dream-a fantasy, became my entire world. My feelings for you started as a light drizzle, but eventually it filled the void inside me with things I’m grateful to have felt. Because of the words you’ve given me. Because of everything you are to me. I hate how you don’t want to acknowledge that. Or, maybe I just didn’t make it clear enough, so this is me trying to. And no, I won’t stop trying even if you block me, ignore me, push me away, because of what? I’m creepy? I’m stupid? I’m a liar? I’m pathetic? I’m too much, yet still not enough?'