tiesha. you're all i think about. (con't): 'I understand that I’m not healthy. I understand that you don’t know what we are anymore. But ‘strangers who trust each other’ is as vague as saying you’re okay with me being a priority while not caring about me either. So while I try not to wither, why won’t you stay? I’ve pleaded with you as earnestly as I thought you could handle. And I’m sorry that it’s unfair for me to be this way. I’m sorry if you would rather have moved on and ignored me. But I don’t care if you’d rather not see the things that are so much more convenient to ignore. Because I’m part of a time that you didn’t like, right? You didn’t like who you were when you were with me. And I am genuinely sorry. I wish I would’ve been someone who made you happy. I know you told me, ‘Sorry doesn’t mean anything when you say it too many times.’ Well, I still want to say it. And I still want it to mean something, because it does.'