tiesha (con't): I just wanted you to be there, to break down my walls and tear me apart all so that I could be free. Even if that was against my will, I still would have wanted that from you of all people. Because you were the only one. Before you, I had no reason to keep waking up. Now, I can hardly bear to live with this ache. So am I really not worth it? Is it not worth knowing what you are to me? Am I so detrimental to you? Am I so selfish? Am I so pathetic that it’s hard to bear? Am I so annoying in this aspect that even if I tell the truth now, it doesn’t matter what I’m going through? Will none of this make it right to you? Will it not make a difference? Did I not make it make enough sense to you before? Did I not tell you what a train wreck I am because you told me I could tell you? Did it not occur to you that I would actually take you up on that offer? Well, if that’s the case, I am not sorry for that.